Flowers pressed between pages Like smiles locked in pictures A reminder of times simpler When nights were spent dreaming I loved I lost But still, I'd loved and love still Your smile locked in photos Like the flowers, I pressed between pages Ghosts from a happy time Before I'd crossed a line Oh I loved and love still But the photos and flowers are faded And my memories bring only tears Because I loved Only to lose And I lost you in a sea of self-doubt And I lost you in an ocean of my fears And I lost you in a lake of my silence Because I bit my tongue one too many times For the sake of protecting you from myself Only to hurt you more Your smiles like flowers Locked and faded Because I'd loved And I lost Oh how I loved To lose it all Though I loved and love still I've lost you
My blood is red My veins were blue Now it's drip dripping on the page As I try to write "I love you" But I'm a narcissist Yeah I'm self-obsessed Wrote all about me All about my problems Now I'm trying to think of you But my visions growing dark You're my world But I'm an issue It's a wonder you're still with me Always wondering when you'll leave Plot twist it was me that did the leaving You said that you loved me And shit I was believing But now I don't know left from right My head is screaming I tried to be polite I tried to win my own fight But while you were gently crying I was thinking bout myself Thinking to stop trying I'm a narcissist So self-obsessed My blood is red My veins were blue Now it's drip dripping As I try to write "I love you" Wrote all about myself All about my problems The ones I kept to myself Held back cause I don't want to be a bother Now my head is screaming You've got enough to deal with So while your demons we're fighting I'm laying here crying Thinking bout
Wishing on a shooting star, hoping to end up where you are Your heart I'd like to take Only to find my self hesitate I'm tearing myself apart, feeling like a toxic dart Just trying to cope, and your smile is so full of hope I'll leave you damaged and drained, Tears falling like heavy rain I'm a monster, see? So please just give up on me I want you, love you But your ruin I'll rue Wishing on a shooting star, Hoping to be sent far So I can't hurt you anymore
She's not aware what time it is, she's awake though, and its pitch black in the room, but her body aches in ways it shouldn't. She's in a place she shouldn't be. She can't recall what happened or how she got here, wherever here is. Her eyes sting as she shifts them to cat eyes, she knows it will be days before she can shift back but cats are known of their ability to see in the dark. Her trusty always-by-her-side bag is not in the room, but she does note master is there, asleep just like she was. She can't see properly to know how he is, and she curses herself for having willed her ears away in favor of retractable claws. She'd been testing t
Love
A word, definable
"a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person"
Affection
"fond attachment, devotion, or love"
To have love is to have affection
To have affection is to have love
So what then defines what I feel for you:
The way you make my heart race
The way my thoughts are full of you
How bad days ard stolen by you
How serene I am sharing your time even in silence
I want to hold you
I want to take care of you
Wishing to save you from sorrow
Wishing to know you
Is this tender attraction?
Is this passionate devotion?
Love
Affection
Call it what you will
Definable only in words
For no measure could define
How much I l
She sits in silence, her ass and legs bother her a little for sitting so long on the floor with her legs crossed, but the warmth on her side she wouldn't give up for the world. Her head rests against his knee while she is pressed up against his leg while he sits comfortably in his chair. She doesn't have to sit here like this, but she's beside him, touching him, but she's out of the way and not a bother in anyway, he made sure she understood that and the fucked up parts of her mind can't argue against the memory of him driving that into her mind. She's not sure what exactly he's doing, she doesn't really care, content to just rest against him
Alice slams her head into the back of her door and with trembling hands buckles a worn black collar around her neck. A panicked chuckle slips her parted lips as she breathes harshly feeling the tightness of the fabric against her neck. There is a war inside her head, but the feeling of the collar is grounding. It's not from her master, but Alice hopes one day he'll catch on and replace her worn one with one that he picked so it can better serve as a reminder that she belongs to him. Alice has no right to tear herself apart like the thoughts make her want to, how dare she even think of ruining master's property. She just wants to submit, to gi
She smiles crookedly
An air of innocence
Her heart is broken
Shattered by her overthinking
He could mend her with a word or two
But all he sees is twisted smiles
She worries she talks too much
She'll drag him down
Be a burden
And he's trying to lift her up
But he can't remove the weight of doubt
Not when he doesn't know to look for it
Because its not his fault she's broken
Despite that he's trying to fill in cracks
On a good day she'll hold him close
Thank him for loving her
And that he's everything to her
And maybe write a poem to him
About the high and the low
The good and the bad
She's healing
He's helping
One day she'll pay him
In poems